ARTIST STATEMENT

How do you measure your self worth? I measure mine by how productive I’ve been and when people praise my work, It pains me because I know neither them nor me has seen my full potential. This productivity guilt throws me in a funk sometimes and that’s how my metamorphosis begins!

The deepest fear I feel arises from self doubt. The uncertainty makes me question everything I believe in and I lose sight of the person I’ve been working on. What I feel is deep silence but it is quietly loud. I choose to let the feeling linger, until I connect within and start my healing.

In my cocoon, it feels like a desert, it’s me, myself and I walking towards the end of this transformation. Through the process there is sadness, guilt and feeling of inadequacy. The burning out is inevitable, this growth is born from pain but the rebirth is beautiful, it’s calm and it’s spiritually connected With a higher power that breathes clarity, strength and purpose in me. This continuous evolvement is part of my becoming and in the end the agony wins the resurgence.